as my rep sod the logistics and dates are not set, ivebeengetrtingtheseofferesfor years and finally decided to partwith alotof stuf wich means nothing to us atthi spoint and wed like to move away from the energy of these thingsand being the stewardsof thesethings, i dontthink there should be ANY controversy about this, PObviously we will keep Kurts most precious things i was misquotede and sounded quite flip, Frances will have tons of stuff for her family, not just a few items, butnot TONS of stuffthat means nithing to her now and wont mean anything to herlater.
i noticed there were 173 stoires on this assuming the tiny little freaks that Kurt would have hated would be “outraged”
why? donteevn nswer i dont care- theyrent a part of mylife and wherever Kurt is im sure he doesntwantthem and thier opionions = as isaid i spojke at length abou tthis withmy former fiancee and he amomngst many many other people said this was defintily emotional progress and the best idea id had in a verylong time, to just move on instead of hoarding these things where noone enjoys them or values them or in my case in some items values them ina n unhealthy way, ihave inmy house secret little thingsifhis everywhere just little tchokes that makle me feel like hes still around and hes NOT, so its time to move on in my life, thats all, im quote cshocked anyone cares allthatmuch, especially as it was a misquote and there may nbever BE an auction. like my rep said again there re no ligsitics wokrd dout some tertiary discussions with some private collectors and some more collectors coming out of the woodwork, but the hassle of an auction might be too emotional for me, someone asked me if iwas coming to the premiere of HTH, and i must say i very much doubt it, its farfar away, but i dont want to relive that or watch other people relivethat-= i will apporve the script and actors and driector withmy team but then i cannotbe involved emotionally anymore-theseareall cveryemotionally loaded things for me but ultim,ately its aboutbeing free of the burdens,steraiugtening out the myths and thelies , and always as in the case of KCs diariies holing morethna 50% of his stuff back from the public,atmy own expense, ididnt wantour love letters published as he woulndthave liked that- ive done a great job with themess of an estate and the rip offs ive expirienced, a bog mess landinginmy lap and a plethora of silly stupid little boytwats who blogthier insane stiff for a few years and then resl;ise how nonsenical they arebeing, and cease, break ins realescape schemes and wire transfers all overthe world and vforged signatures and people ive been in business with rippingme off the entire time= etc etc and most of all nothavinganothe parent to deal with esp now- 14 thats a tough year and imso glad we beatthe odds and are closer than ever, ive kept her ouyt of the contsant films and magazines shes been offered for the most part, and im not going to blag on and on how great i am i just dont understand how a very personal decision could possibly get so much attention.
again theres no dates or logistics worked out just collectors approaching me. and some beginiing tals with auction houses, but i hve mcd ethe decision to move this stuff along now, and if it isnt appreciated for what it is i will just lock it back up and wait for a better time. as everyone knows i am very finaciaally secure and this isnt abou tthe money though i will not undersell it, ir as isid be tken advantage of, its been assessed and im very confident the auction houses will agree with the assessment since the assesor came from an auction house.
so thats enough o fthat topic, time ot change up and move on an dpossibly change pajamas( theyre the ones we got married inactually its juts been a habit fo ryears and years sometimes icveeven felt better werarinfg his socks, but i need to move on in my life nd my relationships s all my friends have told me over and over as well as therapists et al)
ojay i hacvenothing mpe to say on thi smatter i just wanted to valideate what my rep said and clarify the matter to you guys.
im all about personal growth in a lethally serious manner and this is part of whats best for the family and best for our emotional growth as a team.
love
court
and good dammed night.
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