Friday, June 15th, 2007

rock and roll

wo w what aloooong day i had, idid the cover ofGrazia, im unsure why but my publisicts knows whgat hes doing all she kept asking me was weight this and weighttht and how much i exerr cise nde what exactly do i eat etc etc etc, it got so frustrating, i tried bring the intervuew back to spirtuality and music and rock and roll, i hope i made dent, then i resorte dto just nmedropping! but mostly gwyneth and drew and trudie styler stuff bout the way they live an dthe positiviuty and spirutlaity of them () we just had dinner two nights ago great grat night out and no paps) nyway after tpdsy i only got 4 hour sof work in they rock so HARD, wheb iw alked in my kids were playing sunset marquis, and t was compelling and dangerous and spooky and HARD and i wa sblown away man on the hard songs they are so fucking good ALREADY and Franny graduted and plyed adeliade in guys nd dolls stunning vocals stunnning,,,man does she have avoice ndthe graduationa nd a stage fullof sibbing 8th graders, becaus e theyev ebeen in that school together for 8 years togeteghr and sopem will bnever see each other again….it was very moving ,
but im so excoted and nervous about the kids……..i wont do tehse shows unless we can reach transcendence,and i am parying we can the rock songs they hve nailed, i lov3 patrizia ( pato) is grdeat and spunky and plays great nd has a deep voic like mine dn we wre reallyw orking on the bridge to samantha wich there s amelody probelm nd liam came up with a beautiful melody an dhes got n angelic giirl boy voice wich i s great cos i have a boy girl voice, nd ve never sung w a boy before, its fun and hes so NOT a KC lookalike hes just very very prettyin a similoar sort of way and he can shred on his guitar an dhappens to be pretty, big fucking deal, jesus youd think id gone and hired a looklike the way my word s wre taken so out of context, and i think Micko is fuck ing a - total future superstar guitar gfod- and hes adorable nd cute too. my studio guys have been coming in ndf teahcing and ffine tuning and they think its a genous genius band diamond in the rough , noones ever run way to Britian before and gotten kids who were raise dina different culture nd a differnt msuical influences where i have rumpurs bunnymen zep they hve radiohaed muse oasis, nirvna, that theor beatles, its a nothe r set of referneces entirely, its major fucking gamble but rock should be dangerous , violent , terrifying, hideous, beitiful, garbage, pristine,spontaneous, and dangerous dangerous dangerous, scndalous, fucked up, perfect nd totlly unexpected.
bethia is a hippy and a goddess and has many secrets, shes very mysterious shes like th emona lisa, i cant tellwhat shes thinking, but shes eithe rlost of very found id ont give afuck as long as we rock.;
so i think with 13 days 12 hour dayxs at that we mght juts might mak ethe line an dTHAT is dngerous but THAT is what makes it fucming exciting and cvompeling an dinteresting= i havent mentioned stu because he s such a fuckinggt ood rummer he could fucking bkow amnyone away and hes TASTFUL i havent pyed wirh a drummer this good sinc eMIke Bordibn or that ne time me a n Grohl were gettng along and jammed for a night or something drunj off our assses, hes just FUCKING good.
i dont know if this is gonna work it could be a total disaster but dont you lovethe suspebnse, i know its gonns go one way or another, and hard work is mandatory obviously b ut a sprinkle of fairy dust seems to have steele din oyr rehardal space and its like…..relly lovely and sweeta nd yet fucked up and sideays nd theyre real good and they drink thier whisky and go dknows what else and like ic are, but its just meshing, im aiming fo rthe strars bgoddammit, im aiming for raopure for nirvana for enklightenment,
love
courtney