Tuesday, January 23rd, 2007

a very good journalist has suddely become very intereested indoing s “think piece” on the closing doen of the “other site” i know theres a lot of refugees here, but its bec omer becasude of ewho my laywr is quote the story not about me so much as about thesx detsragglers left behind who post nasty things onsessively,
eso as hearing from you via the mopds andthe mods themselves hearing how few there are and how amny aliases they use and diferent personas to appear bigger than they are, it s axsimple trademark case and i allowed my legal people to speak to this journo today as hes very credible and his papers huge=it sabotu a site cannabilising itself and not a story aboyt me per se at all, i know some of you have talke dto this guy and i just wante dyoutoknow i wish you had asked me but it s fine- hes a good writer and loathes that site as a metaphor, hell publish next month when the sites taken down.
nyway onto mor eposiitve things, im nowhere near goal weight, and we had just come from a movie stars house and had abstained fromndrinking so thats why we lkook a littl;e grumpy they had PETRUS wich is my favourite wine and i had a shake, it was rathe depressing, this girls house is one of my oldest actress friends so we werent all dressed fancy we ran into to get a direcot friend of mine. and ran out. and we had fun adventures all noght watching funny screeners, like the oh so not excitng little children, and breaking anetering- brits get so much dammed work its not funny - its just become tradition.
i didn not look past the pics top the footage of me in the car- im not sure its a really good useage of my time- tonight i had a one on one with Ton yRobbins and it was a liufeshabging expiriebvce it ereally was- he cAME TO A PRIVATE HOSUE TO SPEAK TO ABOUT TEN OF US BUT IT BECAME ABOUT 30 OF US and it was fantasticm we dida spacial sort of mediatation wich really makles me wAntto start my kundalini practoce up again agter openong golden brodge yoga center her in la with gurmukh khalsa- tony was with hos outragously beautifuyland wonderful wife sage and it was trancebdent we talked abotu why peple conitted suicide and i sure wish i had had his numebr in 94 because hes mnever klost anyone to suicide and thats on eof his biggest tasks- suicide prevention, wich he does for anyone, hes the real thing - i knows i know i see thos nfo mercials too-0 but he was just so absouloutly on his game in person and resulst oreinted and he was alittrle patronisinbgabout my Buddhism in a cute way- not realy i thinkhe accepts all faiths are important- but hes got a vision this guy and i really connected to him and his wife and got alot out of the whole expirience, it was totally beautiful……man. hes always given me his number when ive run into him briefly on tv shows etc, but ove always lost them but i dont believ in coincidence juist karma and this wqas a winderful night one of the best in my life.;
it was a mediatetion and hes a reaults person like me if my biddhism didt work i wouldnt do it- but this mediaTTION HE HAD us do was utterly results oriented and fantastic, i reallyahd a very deep spirtual expireinc e so my cvverdict on mr robbins;
absouloute great soul with a real purpose on this earth to help people, i have read “un;imited Power” and enjoyed it, but gthis was far more arcane and lovely and people who in hollyowod dont ever show this kind of enotion were moved to tears and it was heavy and beautiful, im so full on fullof somne sortt of ho;y spriti now i cannot sleep.;
but wer spoke for a good i dunno felt liukke over an hour about swhy people commit suicide and i feel very freed now.
results ladies and gents thats what its all aboyt acheiving results.in a negative world its baout fightingthrough the shit to get othe positive wioderful oyher side.
Courtney