Frannny has a my space thats under s cpmpletely weird name and doesnthazve a logt of pictures and she certainly has no boyfriend,
most moms of 14 year olds dont know shit but were best friends and we share almsot everything, shes horrified by whart little i have told her and im letting the lawyewrs do the rest,
i tool went ot Kitty radio last night to get some posts to show to my lawyer, even though he has a guy n it i wanted ot be very specific with him, this is the site listed onmy records and mangas and books etc.
one poster said allthey wanted was an apology for what they believe to be seven months of not posting or paying for rackspace, perhaps otwas seven months, im perfectly happy to apologise for being so flipped out that i couldnt buy my daughter shoes or cogs and barely afford rent and that i sat in that fycking loft with my insane ex boyfirend whoreally DID have one person named “Mailer daemon” he was emailing, and im certainly not finding it hard to say im very sorry if a bunch of fans felt let down that the point and purpose of thie rwebsite was in ahorrible horrible place and ina very self destruc tive plkace and POSTING was the VERY LAST thing i thought about that summer, ( it was not 7 months) and i posted some very fucked upw eird posts, but they didnt have to be exhaiusted by Brooke inreallife for years and years previous to that, when there were resources tryong to expand ther site trying to make the site better, doing things other people are now doing that i though up years ago, but if it makes a diffeence i have no copmpuction about apoklgising that my personal problems got inthe way of my internet obligastions an dmy financial state was a disaster beyond compare.
i wrote pretty positive thingsw about kittyradios general poplaution last night and when iwent there to take a look this morning my words had been twisted by the same sick fucks as usual, just teenagers hating themselves and projecting that hatred onto me, hatred is totally unacceotable, theytalka bout censoringand brownnosing, i wouldnt be postong here if this weas nagetive spot but thyere so deluded they think Frankly Frances is a webiste thats resl and thetas her my space, its just NOT, and theres lawsyers all over it it was hard to callthier attention to it at first but i finally put my foot down and showed them the palce and even Howard was horrified at whazt he saw, if they want to hate wshy do they wantot keep my name? the name o fmy businesses? my touring company? thye name that is the first place youa re directedc to shoudl yyou purtchasetrhe last two albums or princess ai mangas? they know they are the place that Virgint o this day hasnt bothered taking ddown as the pointed to place for courtney love.come wellits all going to change and im financiually solvent forthe rest of my life, so i dont think were goint o have any more jim barbers or brookes inmy life anymore, id look up the word “loyalty” in the disctionbazry if i was them. loyal is not aspplicable, she never posted that i had zero to do withhier site falling to bits biut perhaps she did, thast w3ay she could claim that she lost allthe data on true fans and not have ot hand it over>? i actuallyt dont think she did, but i certianly dont havethe desire or caopacity to hack a site, i can barely do email.anyway to anyone stillfeeling abandonement issues because i courtney love had a terrible drug priblem brought on by a conspiracy of leeches in my home and busienss who spent all my money or stole it including bank officers and thier boyfriedns whow orked at my busienss managers, how ouyt of francdes trist fund 758,000 wass attaken out inthe name of kittyradio.com. one hjas gto wonder about shit like that, and jims constant trips to austin, i once saw a n email between brooke and joim jim said something about my pretrial hearinga bouyt this “assault” “with a DEADLY ( LIGHTER?Candl;e?bottle?flashlight? sorry Howard tore her a new ass onthe stand and she camnwe to court higas kite pinned ot the eyeballas and scratching her nose flip[ping himthe bird fromthe stand with a wiglet hair p[ony and a crotch baring mini) weapon and broojesz response wich ired with my own two eys was” I hope she fucking hangs herself” yetr even two weeks ago shes telliongme how loyal she is to me.
this isntme vs brooke sinc ebrooke sells very very expebsiove clothing now and obviosuxly has nothng to do with kittyradio so to make it about me vs brooke is stupid, im giving you the brooke detaikls because until youve gone to 10 mneetings with someone and let them stay at yopur home and had them move to tyour toen aand overpaid them huge sumns of money,YOU DONT KNOW A PERSON BY INTERNET ALONE. and perhaps Brooke will come up with wehatever details shes left out but keeping the name kittyradio is not an option she has, think if a new name theres an overwhelmongamount if other topics there you dont need my traffic over there, you have your own litytle traffic jam of haters, if i take kittyradio the name away fromyouy arte youafraiod youwint be able to sustain without some kid from holland thats just bought a record and comed to the werbsite and be able to mopld an dmanipulate them woth your nagtivity? canyous eethat from any judge or retired judges opoint of view?anyeway dont mean to rant.
you guys overthere want an apology for me abandoning you and not having any choice andno money, i did fret about it sometimes i must afdmit kittyradiow as important to me, but the websmistress never did what it old her to do anayway ,your lucky to have avatars, basicaally, i had grand designs and id epnded on someone withn o sexpireince and a sour in the meeting room persona to carry out a vidsion that alot of bigger bands and sites are carfryong out noew this is noew called Blogging, i beliecve when if ifdst started doingthis on aol it was called freaky and wierd and compeltelty unheard of, anyway ive always had ideas some good some bad im an early adopter and i did feel bad in my moments of lucidity about kittyradio but i had so MUC H SHIT TO DSEAL WITH . like my KID. like my MONEY. like my DRUG PROBLEM.like losing EVERYTHING.i isncerlye and truly do apoligise if anyone took it personally, it was NOT oersonal it just was not a priority and i had no means to sustain the place, Barber kept sayinbgher had it under control and he had brooke understanding and there was no problem i didnt even suspecrtt barnber until about three days before they tookl ne to bellevue when i found a stack of mortgages and wire transfers with his sig as my poa on the bottom and ewrote various attorneys and forensci attroneys about it funny those letters didnt reacha nyone cos barber had that lift wired, its bad enoughto be cracked out an dpaZranoid buit when you find devices onthe phone an dyoua re being followed and yoiur bruch strokesx on your copmputer are being monmitoredc it makes it a ten times prime number pi mother fucking quantum expirience, and the OC FBI nayt be sklpw but theyre on it and i spoke to my agent the other day, ittakes two years on average beforethey star on arrresting people. and barber had dissapeared off theface of the =earth.anyway that was my set and subset if personal problems at thetime, as whacjk and incoherent as my posts were itw as all happenbing for ereal and truly and ididnt have time to post and iewas fucked up fried i thoughtthe only way i could od math was to do that shit( GENIUS! WHAT A GOOD IDEA!)
so i deeplrt truly apologise to anyone who felt abandoned by me during that period.
its that simple and that easy to apologise for something that you just couldnt deal with it or even do i dount i had the capacity to sign in much really.
i hope that slakes somne bloodlust although i believe some ofthe bloodlust over there is just a fucking hobby , like meet the celebrity, but it hink anyone with amtire bone in thier body will accept my apology because its si
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