paul allen has a ton of stuff at emp and might add stuiff gottenf rom places lie apts we moved out of or the guitar i gave steve from mudhoney or i=di he sell it the hardrock ?camt recall……..iv given mp a few things they even have contraband stiuff they dont display like pill bottles and worse,
tenent of Nic hiren Buddhism is that all karma all siffering humiliation rejection persecution is a beautiful jeel challenging you to move yoru karma past that and to truly dig for z human revolution anyone ho s Oprahs “secret” stuff kinda get s it bitthis is mor esophisticated there is in my paractice a palce called the 9th consciousness it its a pure world the 7th is the unconsious here the demons dell but the shioten zenjin the forces if the universee the LAW is in the 9th consciounsess and doing daimoku ( nam myoho renge kyo) doe s many thing sat one time 3000 life forces at ine time ich is called ichinene sanzena and ether like once happene dto me i saa vicne caugh running sarounbd in my hea dina s and m outfit thats just karema working itself out but ine open soneself up to chanting more an dmore for peace for kosenrufi for the happiness of others and for appreciationand gratitude for every negative thing sthat happes for all siffering and it seems to turn poison into medicine the mnore ypa ccept that\
Tony Robbins who ive met and adore and the Secret are verty smilair in alot of ays it sbout contrilling negativity but Diamouku is the mytic la we can never comoprehend as humans and it protects us completely and utterly fr neyond simoly not thinking ngetaively i have somuch fauth in this that if i a stold give up yoyr fauth or your life i ould give up my life, faith is so very very crucial, when i as a kid and lean4ed bout the holocaust i didnt get hy people didnt just say they ere chritsians ti survive- im so far aay from that now i would never frenounce my faith
its very challneging, theres so much karma and so much cause and effect ive creted bvut i am 100 percent responsioble for aall thjat pocccurs- sometimes i get stuck in needing to kno an dunderstand what happened to me and the estates and frannys fitune in the 90s e are fdefintly one of the top 3 most fucked eove rfamilie sfinancially in rock an droll history allthings being rleative but it sbeen fixed, and i ant p klet it fgo i aklso belive ui have a right to know the actual details and thats fair
i believe it happne dto me afte ri as widoed ten times worse before i was on drugs and right after edard left akthough it went on hen edard as around in sahinbgtin ina whiol eother case that may never come to loght but becayse iu as controversial and that bank has a historu of ripping people off either eay my persona led top my vuklnerability- an dthi sled to 142 bank accounts at one bank abnd all these mortgates an dtrusts and crazy wire transfers and mexs and even though the FBIU is on this it sso slow and i wonder if i as Juklia Riberts i fthius ould hve ever happened ( no) but if it woul dgo so slow but i challnege myself inf ront of the gohonzen its a tenent of Nichiren to orship your parents- anyone who knows my history knos i fot two real doozies but i summon it up and pray fo rthie rhappiuness and thats so hard, it starte dwith me thanking them fo rmy human life and now ive evolved to knowibngthat if i can overcome the cruelty and avbuse and lying and mnetal illness of them an doary genuinly for thie rhappiness my environemnet will become even better although it sniot so bad now, suffer hat there is to suffe3r enjoy what there is to enjoy and know that the mystic law will ALAYS TURN POISON INTO MEDICINE especially asyou oray for others abnd thier hppiness an dtake no foolish jealous or grudging actions.
sincerely
courtney
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