the necklace is theo fennell, where EJ gets kmost of his jewelry,he doest do loaners, but i had good references, i shouldve gotten the ruby one but i was thinking iwAs gomnna wear it to the fairy ball.
Theo Fennell actaully makes brilliant stuff. sterling marmite lids, and HP holders, and he uses this green stone the rarest stone in the world, its almost glow in the dark.
i cahnt sleep.
My friend neris is now painting ( very succesfully) paintings of ones first teddy bear or binky, she used to be a film producer- co produced “Elizabeth” and mahny other films but she decided to paint and there was a silent auction on her stff bt id dint know it was my friend neris as her names now nell, ots really cte, if you have a realy binky you miss you can gether to paint it for you and immortalise it, i have the wire tivoed and srtudio 60, im shocked andf a little freaked that they keep going on at the stalkersite about my “jealousies when they are obviously projecting thier own opinions and feelings about otjer ewomen,m ivenever been and wont say this again a jealousy driven type of woman, quite the contrary, i never useed to think i was enough so hooking up with someone i thought was prettier than me made me feel secure bt jealousy if onbe were to make a list of my chjaracter defaults and take my inventory wich is what thos eposters do allday and all night at stalker centarl .com my mod tells me they go on and ona bout Mel, i said it alreadcy- she was very pretty thats why she was hired ahnd i know for a fact people resented me for doingsomething so base- but she ha dotehr god qualities, mostly it was her looks though, and i spoiled her like a princess and we werfe good togetrher, inever had a momnent to feel jealous of her, im the singeer, the singer doesnt have to be jealous of anyone, thats the beaty of the dammed job,i enjoyed looking at her onstage and i enjoyed forcing Press to take both our pics when they refused to do band pics, id make them do me an dmel pics - i alsmot losta rolling stone cover once becaus ei demanded the band cover classic condindrum and they wanted the singer- it was the lowest selling of my stone covers. Eric says he didnt like photo shoots bithe demanded them- we paid hundreds of thousands in pics that was allrecoupable, how many college master degerees are over at that site is there a master degree for everything i say? Victorian literature?: Marketing? “Media jobs{” wqhere ones “In the kn ow” about what “my buzz is”
awwww shut it,.
i tell my entire diary of what it s like to go to juvie hostpotals an dinstituions a few times a week and to be a mentor big sister to one whiote girl ancd one black girl and noone wantsto even discuss it, but thats okay,we can discuss sera instead.
I once got jumped and had sex with the most beautiful woman in the world in some peoples opinion just to do it, theres many candotates so dont even try to guess, not being a lesbian it was quite an adventure, but id ont recall jealousy about her beauty crossing my mind during the interaction, at all, i enjoy beaity in all iots forms wether its smarts, talent, brilliance, charisma or god given physical beauty. i had the same expirience with a m,ale of the same level of beauty in most peopkles mionds and found him mostly annoying- nice but a sleep farter and …well theres not zlot of words for it, im alot more picky now, id rather go wwithout, i want the whole package and im willing to wait for it, and i think ill get a nice juicy one and a sweet ione and oine who has more money than me as thats Frannys ( very sensible) criteria. Idx rather just wait and do nothing this mnonth as Lindas gone to …where shes gone to for the hols and the mixing doesnt start tikl mid jan, i see my little sisters tomorrow allday and visit a scazry assecd instituion with my H and I group in the evening, some times at thersze H and I panels people are talking tohtmesleves shiffling about and it cahnbe scazry as hell- i didnt like Bellevue but this is neccessary that the mor eo fus that do these opandels help the most, no wthat im doing it volunatirly as opposed tp commnity service its a different dynamci i think, the two gorls were thinking id abandon them and of course i wouldnt, one needs braces really bad and im gettingher orthodontia for Chrismas, And iveneverr had such a great staff or sch a great team of people around me- the very best group pf people who actuallyr eally care about me and do not steal and do not overcharge and do what ios needed to get things done, an dim so greastful for that,, somneones selling Kurts chAir oncriags list and i know who stole it and im PISSED, someone else camne forth to rturn a book of photgraphs of kurt and i and we spoke today gee, yopull never believe where he got it, thats why maybe you dont let webpeople into your home. im for real pissed because most of the pics not all havemadxde the net,k and the few remainingtokens of privacy i have left are for mew and my child alone.as to thaT NME DOPE CHRISTMAS SHOCK HORROR, im pretty grossed out at the NME for usingsomething is aid completely oput of context, that shold never have been inthoer front sectionandt hat was totally off the record, and i wsont be trsting that person again in a hurry.
thanks to T for alerting me to the nonstop hive of insults and cannabalism at the other site, itll be gone soon, give it a month max.
ande Onica its nice to see you here.i wonder why Blythe was trying to get intouch with me,Blythe if your on this site whsat is it that you wanted? is oit siomething you feel you can only tell me privately?
of so tell juliet and she will not say anything to anyone. szhell just pass it on to me, im not sure im willing to give out my email address to you after what i hear has been your posting career. but it could be nonsense, wrote to juliet first about ewhatthe topic is and then illdecide, i only have the one email address andthe onename. i dont go places where im being bashed and id ont tend to post under anything bt this name , nor will i in the future this is all about a new start , a totally new beginning for me and ffor you newboes or refugees your welcome here as longa s your not pkayingboth sides and the mods are for the most part KR refugees who know IP addys and as one tolsme “can smell a KR rat a mile off”
congrats tp the mods fopr deleting even the small shit from them, i dont ewanthier energy here, its a good place and ots going to be stunning when its designed and running , thanks for hanging round during the reconstruction!
love to all
Court
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