Tuesday, July 3rd, 2001

nirvana club.com

we are startinjg to really like ramus who runs nirvana club .com

he is really cool and we wpould definitly consider having him

do the official site with Brooke

now- let me be really clear

I really really like my site- i come here alot- i get fucking great advice from people i get to learn great stuff froma cedemics on here i am so proud of the community that we built

YOU do not have to like Hole or Me to be a Nirvana fan-= i dont give a shit

that would be absurd

Nirvana/kurt seems to have impacted every kid of divorce

I just seem to impact smart kids with evil fathers-its not the same number and thats OKAY- just respect his familya nd respect me- thats all.

i like the audiences i see when i play- i can get any kid up on stage an dknow wshe snot a security risk- imagine having an audience you dont hate? its a dream- if the next record sells more than the last i can only hope itll bring the same QUALITY of human into the room with me

read phyzyst posts or nefarious muses posts or jem and the holgrams ( whose been in my house) posts these are people i would hang out with- let babysit- let sleep on my couch- or silly ryan or emin the fucking hippy

people i would have been friends with in detention or the stoner part of school– juts not the cheerleader squad( although i hear the punker girls are more cheerleaders lately)

Hole sells alot of records and im comfortable if not ( compared to berry picking for fuji farms in oregon or stripping at Jumbos Clown Room) reallyw ell off from music i make and movies i do

i dont need you to “kiss my ass”

but if you talk out your ass and dont show my family some respect im going to get mad- lets unify and who posted the laughs part?

yeah it is supposed to be fun

and your right the other night i got very very sad and emotional and typed alot of what iw as feeling and just respect that it rust 80% of the people on here with those feelings that weve all felt

Kurt Cobain once walked into my hospital room with a present after i had our child- you know when he fainted and asked for some more morphine cos he could “feel her pain” ( you need to LAUGH at that- any excuse right? jesus)

it was the Yoko Ono boxxset

i threw it at his fucking head-

he was howling on the floor laughing

“but she invented punk man”
“yeah thats what your love rock asshole girlfriends told you”

“well im going to save her” he says ( he forgot to)

iw rote 20 years in the dakota in my bed that night

just afunny story of what he uh…thought was HYSTERICAL.

i hope he got a bruise.

anyway to get all fugazi on your butts- dont feel the need to patronise this place or be “noce” top us we dont care

we are the smart girls that scare the shit out of the Nirvana jocks- we dont want you over here- go to the cambridge thesis thread and see if you can keep up- were discussing Neoplatoism, Hypatia, Math, Julius Caeser and the Liubrary of Laexadnria- and you wont be able to keep us with us- if you can welcome to this board- of you cant fopr now got o Nirvanaclub we like them- they are cool and like Brooke that guy just does it because he loved Nirvana afor the right reasons and unfortuantely loving nirvana for the right reasons matters to me the same way it mattered to Kurt

got to the forktounge thread wher ethemeaning of Bastard goes full circle ontop aht southern Belle silver i should monogram formyf riends wedding- can you keep up? nope youll get bored

go tot he “i fired my tea maid today” thread- we discuss the pornographic merits of all sorts of teas

go tothe magnolia thread ( wich cameron crowe read and thought id totallys ol dhim out for Paul Thomas Anderson- no way- cc is still God) do you have input? you dont?
okay we wont judge you- go back to the rock dude

SOMEONE bought 400 thousand blink 182 records this week and it wasnt US.
i rmember when micheal stipe started to see jocks at his shows and he hated it- he at least had a few years to acclimate before hand

Kurt got the jocks IMMEDIATLY and he hated it- we all did and many of you are still with us

it undertrates hima s sensitive jesus poet man ( im sure to address the sexual dignity persont hat kurt made out with mark lanegan once and i know he wanted everyone to know- and he always profesed a big regret to not ever having sex with one guy- so he had that streak in him for sure and he sure as hell wasnt ahamed of it- thinka bou tit im a dDRAG QUEEN total FAG- no guys go out with me that arent a little gay- its so okay that you thinkt hat- he would have dug it)

some of your favorite famous people read the shit you say about them on this site because its the most popular band sit eONT HTE INTERNET

but its for a certain type of person- really and if your one of those foo jocks- just go bitch somewhere else- well delete ignore and sometimes flame but ultimately

your boring us- i post emotional secret shit on here because its like my clubhouse- and yours- not the nirvanaclub foo people who call any female of any age sluts and whores and fagggots

do you really think kurt would like it to take your money? ch ching is all you become to us all- and i know to some degree that includes Krist- whose fault all this shit is because he irresponsibly gave his word on soemthing that was almost resolved and THEN couldnt control himself

i kept my mouth shut for over a month-0 and had no comment for the press- he couldnt return the same favour he asked me- this happens in every instanc eof nirvana business- krists opinion? whats it worth?

who poste dyou wanted yto hear all of it?

well i want you to too- i want to preserve and manage this guys songs and let you hear the good high level procustion stuff but also the deep shit with the baby crying in the background and krist has illegally appointed himself the decider person- im the decider person- thats thelaw - it snot open for discussion- its just the way th elaw works- keep your thought sont he law to another site or youll bebooted because your discussion is moot

and keep whore bitch cunt fag nigger words off of here unless your exaning them ina new or feminist or philisophical way

members of this site will go to shows for free get records for free because i dont want the money of people who give me great ideas of what music to listen to and write poetry that inspires me and give me reallyf ucking excellent advice - and i do it back.

we built this site with a nickel and some elbow grease while evryone elkse was spending hundreds of millions on BULLSHIT and me and brooke stuckt o simplicity and honesty and interaction- we would wtilllike to get flash and idlike it if my posts could only be viewed by regiustered members so ic ould really talk about real stuff liek id id the other night ( and yeah i should havetaken it down but part of me wanted an army of kids calling that asshoel and terrifying him for ehat he did to the family because it was so evil)

but it ook it down becaus eit waas wrng to scare you guys and some burdens God gives me to vcarry alone-

one of th eburdens Krist and Dave could havelifted from me amongst many was that one- amongst other things

poor fred durst even says ” and her husband wrote it” christ
can you imagine whatthats like? and you know that people know that it isnt true in th eleast and yet they allow iut tp be there int he world an dnever actively say “thats just not a fact” once?

just think of what eric has to put up with. he chants twoice a day and has been so pissed on because of this- he and i refused kurt int he room except we had him sing some backing vocalks in marrieta one night - but those guys know who write what kyrically oin in utero- and yet they never speak for me- as a mtere of fact grohl knowing the truth never stood up fo rmew and then stated that he liked teenage whore best of all mys ongs because “i know she wrote that one”

this i scalled bearing false witness and forme it was the moment i couldnt tak eit anymore.

anyway there will be peace here because fans of nirvana are not precluded from dislking or hating my band i dont care thats a natural fact

but we still want your input in the nirvana.com site so lets go

you know yougusy shouldnt abuse the girls on here i bet thier medien IQ is 140 lowest. smarter than your girlfriend.

l;ove and peace and EMPATHY to quote another

clover

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