copy them p[rivately
look this is one year of sitting in piles and piles of boxes
ill make this really really easy- a year ago i cottoned onto the factthat frannces ands i had been ruthlessley needlessly fucked over, every penny we have every check we get was getting kited. It was atthis point i was deemed “crazy” roundabout august. i stayed in the loft from may til august i only saw my kid twice. i worked endlessly day and nuight and nighyt and day.The good news is i have A list laywers working foir free presently.the bad news is - all the bad news - i cant say boo withoutit being “nuts”I did a stupid assed thing. i refused to point my finger at the person with all the access. the personwho unplugged the fax who deleted all messages. who didnt give nme my phone calls and who chnaged my will to get everything including my dauighter who hates him with a passion and always has. every single friend i had warned me or tried to tell me he was fucking thr secretary anbd they were steakling money and every single friend was removed, thier numbers emaisl everything. joe mama. amra, my friends my support team. Around this time Her Anus the Secretary and Hayes ( in 97 they firgwed my sig and had me sign all power to pee poo or throw up to them) that is barber and melisssa mccourt and bruced cardenas started starvuin kurts mom- they refinanced her houses, they repod her car, shed call mne and never get through, shewwas told i was cutting her off, shge was furioud and devestated.
my home hasbeen bugged for a year, I went to my office where barber liuvesoff me- and not off crumbs, and there were cops waitinghlicoptersthe whole nine. he watche dme go away wearing first class british airway pajamas with a slight boner- illalways remeber that- and then he wentto jamaica -after feeding me oxycontin after jail tjhat were farfarfarfarfarFAAAAR above a limit anyone could survive. one fell on the floor i saw the milligram level and i looked at him and click…i knew. you KNOW the detectives want me toi charghethat guy wuth attem,pted murder. theyve bought it up three times. Fuck that. its already a circus. i swore thatw hen i found out who did this …thing..who drained our accounts, sold my homes,drained my creddiots ( and as it urns out waas succesful in havingmy credibility shot to shit, Bu tif our not a new bie you alreadyhate him, and if youve tattled on shit hes said or done hes thrown you off and im telling Brooke let them back on dont be scared of thatr needle dick tonight he hacked me aand Micheal Stipes bst friends email right in front of us all…hes always been scared of stipe. probablybecause he cant destroy him….he believes in his own superhuman evil powers…ooooh scary. Once he got into my home he started gathering information and its come to this, iom supposd tio be dead by now. from drugs? i dont take narcotics, i HAVE , vert ver occasioanlly. but yeahive been driven a little nuts. Now that tyhe grownups see it for theselves-= they are going to go get thoiese two shit bags,and we go on tour and this whoe fucking mess is done for me . i did YEAR WITHOUT ONCE TALKING TO A FRIEND. and the nights have been real hard. Ive conme so close to jumping. but i wont give him the satisfaction.
the facts are NUTS and a they are scary. If you are a newbie yiou probably shouldnt be here for the “troiubles” i thought id been abandoned. turns out i hadnt5, turns out my friendsa did callme and email me and try to find me…and he deleted every message and was tellingthe press insane shit and Social services more insane shit and all the while taking out loan after loan after loan anad recieving all of Frances’s and the estate of kurt cobain and my hole checks ….every penny.
Once i KNEW i told myself….id stop going throughthe papers, the 80 boxes. well i know now. the story begins with a TEAC box of a cd burner.or it begins with the night two of you guys came out to la for charlies angels 1 premiere and my jewelry was “burgklarised” by my “boyfriend” and it ends for me now, here. Everything ive said has come trrue, and he gangraped my life.
in November i went into a wierd denial and started sleeping with him again- it seemed the onky way to survive. i went to rehab. remember? yall still think im on drugas i wast really on t o begin with.
i got the answer, careful waht you wish for, and having seen evil like noone here has i dont think ican barely look at life. there are people whp want top move forward and i ormised myself and them to e tthe authrities sort him out. were going to rock. Thats pretty clear.Paranoid? no hardly …….jut ready to move onjyove allexpress3ed a desire to help me. well then look atthe data and tell me if you can help.
The media has been so terrifically evil buttheyve also been prompted, when sonmeones “boyfrienbd” is calling up people and us and the star and feeding them shiut every week what they spin is nonsense. butthe guys got a lopt of validity to them well no more, everyword ive prinmted hasa document to back it upo so…im donw. Help if you can otherwise just leazve me alonedamm im tired and i miss my baby everyhour of evey dammed day.
thanks for your love abnd support. ive got to work. they took my baby for noi fucking reason. and i want those sobs dealt with okay? BYE im DONME witrh this if youkniow ANYTHING i will PAY for good intel. let me go be a rockstar now.okay>??? thanks Courtney
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