a mod told me about the “underbite ” thing, im sort of obsessed with whoevers obsessed with my underbite, but i dont understand why people get bad chitttys or “neg reps” at a website for saying nice things about me, i think that says it all, Brooke? wanna explain that? considering last weeks discussion? look i sign off and o stop caring i mean the way you stop caring after youve had fast food, but when your in the driuvbe thru line your like “hmmmmm…somneone keeps posting about my hands my feet my alleged chin implant and ass implant and ( oh yeah jocelyn wildenstien was there last night- THATS SCARY YALL) my fucking dumbass mistake wich willbe corrected i m,ade with mmy mouth. imnot a liar and i havenothing to hide, so why would i lie, but this anonymity just scares me. anyway, to the doc, theres far better footage and it could ber a far far far better doc, sad but true sound sliek a power ballad. bal;laqstic biut not bombastic ina good eway and it just blew there was apart not written by me that i couldnt stomach and lp and me finally got honest that neither of us liked that part and we should go back to he og demo, but its just a simple little song where i stole a beatles lick, and besiudes wich irt reminds me of someone i dont really want to think about ever again so its best its not ont here, the less songs about that guy the better.
i dont want to start crying every set.
this one guy reallyf ucked with me and i just ended up eating my way through it, but i talked with some other people at lunch today who eat this same womans stuff in la - and the women who do best are the triple a list asskickers who work out three hours a dayk, i dont think ill ever be three hours a day work out girl, i might have to, Sting said last night to me that a body transformation is a siurefire way to sellrecords and hes right i guess, Shakira without the body is?, maybe that should be what id o whilst mixing and learning this freaky langiage, three hour a day workouts and tons and tons of caffeineted gtreen tea,
i have az freidna dnwe email what wee eat each day cos a eating diary is the best idea, theres of course “alternatives” buit they aZll sound hideopus and scary. the horse medicine that a certains tylist gives out, gastric, drastic, im not THAT far gone, i just need to gwet over this thing- i was sooo deprressed, at least id dint relapse cos it was looking that eway for about tewo days but i hacd friedns sleepibng ove rinshifts.
evemn if you have real friends that you can count in one hand thats alot.
xoxo
clover
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