im not gping on the cover- just talked to david and tho i willcheck out these suggestions david is vox populi and has now vowed to not take celebrty phtos anymore= hes dead sserious- fired his agent th whole nine- after our cover he felt he was done and also his paris hilton some mag cover he just was over it- hes evened outa little bit makling a few exceptions for things he really wants to do= but we just discussed my ideas anmd he was very inspired so im seeing him mon.
its gotta bed walmart enoughso ripping emins bed would be just bad business and man i gotta go fast- canyou fucking magine talkin g about this dammed record for 9 more months?
id go insane. i cant be a winter release. fuckin cannot do it , altho linda says tll come out when its sposed to- i know my mixer had ababy xmas day and we donty start in london til early feb- he takes a day and ahalf persong and then he revistis every song for half a day, but i gotta run back here cos LPs sched ( shes doing alicia keys amongst other things) dictates that i have valentines day week with her and thats it.a majority of people feel we ARE done, but me and LP want inemor ebombastic rocker, but we start mxing asap and of the four now majors i have tod ecide between wich f the two i feel really believe in it financially too, last week was the worst week in soundscan history, with teh dreamgirls soundtrack selling 60,000. soundscan started right before N irvana and one of the nirvana weeks was one of the top three weeks- a britney week and an eminem week, so at least one rock “band” made it on there- but the biz is fucking sinking its allabout where we ar eright now- the net- viral stuff etc,
when we do the site soon- illask you to include your addy if you want a record first week - w bonus track or somnething fancy- and on this iste i want to know abou tyou how old where you are job etc- so juliet and i have no intention of ever giving yoru data to anyone an d its netirely optional, but itd be good, at Hole.coms heigth we had 100s of thousands of members and the webmistress would not register people properly- wich sucks on alot of levels. christ dont wantto sound bitter c os the upsde is that site is totally worthless except for product of mine wich has its name on the back wic h is how they get new meat- it turn ed out great cos as is aid id ont want those 20 assheads buying my record anyway- and the problem withd ownloading is trust the rec ord comaonies an dthier blacvk math- they giv e us our ROYALTY RATE on that 89 cents- so 17% or whatever instea df the obvious fair thing wich would be to split it 50./50, but guess what im not your go to girl for sleazy music biz practces anymore- im awasre that we stillget charged for “shellac breakage”( they havent used shellac sinc ethe 30s) i just have great lawyers and theres hundred sof new ways to promote a record these days.
i had to end a relationship yesterday - i dontwanna get into details- it was just abusive and there was no upside and although i willalways love this person i could no longer work with them. im quite stressed from it, noone onmy team could deal with this person either. it was too muc h and i cant have the negativity or bullying in my world. I expect that this Buddhism attracts people to me who are vibrating positively in the universe, this was an old relationship and there wasx no spiritual connection, anyway thats enough of my personal life. its boring wellno its actually not- b ut it noones business and bloggin g about it certaonlyw illnot make it better- just dontrallow yourslef to bebullied- lkeep your own counsel and dangerous plus desperate plus not empathic is never a good combo, i wasx weak ina negative space and allowed myself to become isolated and bullied somewhat and i didnt end it when is houldv e i kept thinking i t would work out but its lawyas an indice of how someone is gping to be creatively in b usiness and that adage about doing business with friends is not always true in fact iv e done business with many friends, b ut only as many as i can count on one and half hands, generally its a very bad idea.
dont allow toxic thoughts and gossip into your life- even if you are heartbroken and want to compensate someone for listening to your endless nonstop crisis bullshit guy troubles, dont give your clothes and your things and your assets away cos you feel guilty - a friend is either a friend or not- they cannotexpect that because they havebeen your friend you owe them material things, that is not a true friend. a true frien d istens to your nonstop nonsense because they are a friend, and they dont brin g it up under any circumstance against you when it conme sto finacial or other material matters, that is a toxic person and you need to get rid of them- and thats the wisdom i learned frommy expieirience although my mother would try to haveme make friends and i kept givingthese kids my clothes all of em.
its an old pattern of karma with me and one i need to break for good, thats part of limitless self esteem,
i want to stic k with the winners and yet keep my own counsel haved guidance but not defer to everyone else- toomany dammed cooks in my life = a frustrated and overly complex CLOVE. i need to ask myself thed big questions aND follow the cretativity always, and stick with family who have thier own spiritual and familial shit together- im not into goin g out at night anymore and im not goin g to the Chanel party tonight to kiss siennas butt - she may be the n icest person on the planet my friends freidns withe hr an dwants me to go- but ORLANDO ( i do love sayinghis name co sit drives the bakers dozen sugarpacket folks nutso bananas and yet its justthe truth- were both b uddhists and were friends- whoop de doo) is havinga quiet mellow party i think i may go there. but n o im not inot this years ligger for gg suites. that shit always has a price, its never truly free.you gott atake a picture or something and plus ive never gotten any swag that does anything other than take up space inmy cream drawer in my bathroom and im never gonna drive to the valley to get that obscure facial.
nothing is free and frien ds are friends definitively, theyre there for you, no matter what. they dontw ant your money or your stuff.
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