Monday, June 4th, 2007

even if i do sign to epic pr columbia or believ it or not universal again - good records wich this appears to be to some give people short memories- the wayu the record business is right now illstillhavre ot spend s fortune on marketing wich is non recuopable an dNPOONE is getting it cept the urban type girls, boys an dgirls an rock certaobnly isnt gettongit -Linda has Custard Maddonna has Maverick and i hjave the money to do whats called a p and d, producxtiona nd distributrion deal , woth ny lable i want,85 cents on the dollar rathe rthan 18-20 where3ibn i know better tbna most how rap[ed one gets nyway- one could rgue against it by citing ani de franco buit nitr if one has good prtners reaDY tp put serious money into the p and d, illput up some muyspACE TONMORROW but not whole songs, im so sosrry its tken so fucking lomg i wixh it could come yp nopw but magazine covers are athree month l;ed time and a good rollout is t least four mnonths,. imw aitingt in the program director from kroqs total opiobnoof this veryvery unmixed record tho im rather fond of the unmixed record dantons upples mixes are great and alan moulcder wantsto mix a few too hje really likes hgppy endiong story-= if people felt alittle dissatidsified last night itw as becaiuse there were nifast songs i was most sdecuidely as ive read a guest singer stood stage left withn o guitar wihc is like being naked inb bad way b uti did have fun and focus omn the songs and i wanst nervous i was just dammed nekked wout a guitar anyway i did N OT got othe link yous o generously privided i had aklot of work to dso today getting my Brits over and rehearsing so ic an naile each othese sonsg on guitar, noway can i palythe Billy leads but sinc ei wrote everythingbut nibeodies daughter alone t the start i know the basics i just need to releaqrnb them, i love being instage with Linda and have asked her to do Oprah with me, maybe ull have my trainingfwhells off by then, the parisian show is invite only except a bout 100 whgow illwin tickets, the ny and london shows im nots ayingw hen and where theyre bith ballrooms and trust me nottehbowery, toopunk for this althoufgh i wish wedhave justa paklyed a fast song last night but we played four of the slowest sings in gafact the slpwest somgs in the record, sortam nobodies daughter is little more action to it than my favourite wich is called for once in your life, anyway time when if i do a deal wioth oneof the above labels all three on the table in differing degrees, i really need to feel passion thereebut i havethemoney no matter WHAT im going tohave to spend momey Laqchapelle cants tand practiaclly anyone who can affor dhim wich is why he did winehouse fo rsoemthing he snever done be3fore and ratner and bennett allwanttrp do doff songs but i want david to do the dforst single, for a much reduced price im also playingf oir lachpelle in Milamn mid spetember at his museam show, anyone knwo what ROCK albums are coming out at XChsrisrtmas i didnta sk mr Martin is Coldplay coming out then? is Grohl? he genrally sells 2 mnilliopn off the bat or has done, but id go up against him, i just need to see a lost of ROCK records and yes i can get someone to get one for me but if its easy for you to get me the xmas late oct nove dec releases please ;ert me know- i know babyshambles for instance are oplaying atrenas abnd freleasinga t xmas wich is INSANE but hell go fo r it, why not? i also bneed a cellist, id like a jhapense cellist my japnsese girl had to go back to japan on a fam emergency it may be generalising but like teh brits grow up so mnuch more sophisticted musically the japanese grow up learning viola violin and cello lmost de riguer and is lovce a githgic lolita girl so there sthat visuyal element i wont be providing cos im just over weariong dresses onstage except giles has one ifd wear ( on net-a-porter the last one its a black topga mnini with chain he gave me the purse with eteh s and m whip an dthe massive studs he did for mulberry in London and Lagerfeld gave me a pair of sequinned chanel hitpants wich i woudl wear onstaghe witha rock owns t shirt but i cannot plkay and wear high heeks wicgh is reallys ad i never have its some myth infashion circles, i have in videos but even then i wear dance shoes heghth only= iweisxh mymy psace had more to the porfile so ic ouyld put the things i like and get the japanese girtls to come over!!!!!!! i AM princess AI for gods sake i wwon half of her and shes in the ny time sand usa today aevery single day, shes gothic lolita, i dontw ant violin that was a massive mistake,andno offene to znyone in that band but that band was teh worst band FOR ME not becaius eo fany one person but for Me aqnd ididnt even oplay guiatr on that band iw a sin such a state of loathingthe songs and loathing my liofe and self and ifinally found a n amazing stylist since maddonna pinched arianne ( were stillgreat friends and shes left mddonna rto do movies and i offfered an d i think shell bethere fro bith my films the one im producing an dthe one in China well Tiawan im in) anyone read red azalea? its not that its juystteh sam e author., and the usual suspect for a director, lightning strikes three times just ask the peppers who are four years older thamn me, they died a few times and i just got the greatest guy in my staff wa sthe peppers road mgr for 17 years hes a n angel, AN DN O MATTER WHAT im nto as much as handful, aklthough pariz was his first frenzied crazy shoot it wads for harpers and ithink illletthem have sept cos i need covers in dec or jan, i stillgetthe best pr, i cant nme my publicists clients but they ar ethe biggest 9 names i could name plus me for some unknown reason he seems to like a challenge hes classy cc lassy gfuy and i adore hgima nd do what he says, they all wish id sty off the net but everyone blogs as longa s id ongt blog something that gets picked up,. a few poeple bailed on me last night that iw s really looking foreard to beibngthere ione ws dclassy enough to send me about ten texts bout havcinga very sicj=k child, trhe otehr wantxs to be a business paretner and climed an emergency at 1120 pm i wouldnt have minded if i didnt havetro buy for 40 bucjks each his NINE pluses and if it hadnt been the fourth time hes flaked on me, and then i get the sweetie baby nonsense today-= man this town, its so hard to find honest peoplke esp in the music an dfilm business an dthen you meet them and you think heres an honest ine and forget how dfammed rare an d classy they re hold on to the classy people on this busienss for dear life i say, they re good friends and goo dpeople there are plenty theres an equal amount of just hustlers and i get sick of it so theres something really “she cant get arecord deal” if i do a pa nd d, well i certainkly can get a record deal but ill spend a dofrtunre wich idf it hits theyll have tro oy back but why i say bnot make 85 cents in the diollr in 200records youve mad eypur million or so back again - mcr didnt gvet that for thioer record, certainbly not for marketingand they just did 2 nights at wembley ( rena not stadium that pribably never where ill be but loghtning does struike especilly iv e noticed to nic hiren buddhists becaus ebeing intouch with the rythyn of the universe keep s rthe shoten zenjin the unoverses great forces on your side and the negative ines away from one, so im a year late- but smnanthab wasnt done and werre THANK GOD putting the original dirty girls back on the record and keeping bith of then becvaus ethey re bith good songs just opt 1 and pt 2, i may go tape it and out ot up in my space whenever this dammed vcr cones bvackfrim ropair i dropped it and it just stopped working, my briuts are coming they took the inititive and went ithe fdrummers barn recording studio in isle of wight and ate sopendinga llweek listenbing to our rehearsals and keartnbing how we play and learningf or themseoves oines a model on the sioce so hes in miulan hges embarassed abut it but by god he klooks so much like KC but z longer face ina GOOD WAY BNOT CORNFVED AMERICAN BOY VERTY MUCH A briton ive decribed my girld and boys to you and im torn between lindas generous extremely generous nd warna nbd lovely offer to tzke thosx poerfect band on the road or totake tegh band that iw ill have to call MINE ultimately in the road gettingthem in shaoe by july 4? its a serious task illhave to work 14 hours a day. maybe ill go with linda and leve then here to learn and keep playing a few more shows after that same four in fact minus paris dirty band clean record wel,l certaibly bnot that clean aND HAVE THJEN COME TO OUR rehesrdals and learn i deliberakltly oicked people i thought linda would like the energy of i did bot pick cool and trendy london a cos there sno such thing unless your in comedy, and one of my best friends has final;ly written his third season but un the midst kissed did not do anything else butr kissed young girl very young girl and everyone knows but i was furious this girkl is a year ilder than frances they let their kids go wolder in l;ondon than bev hills, cxhristinas gobne emo the rooms re3d the doors black theres an alldin sane poster a smithe meat is mnurder poster and a whiute striopes poster……aqn dthe door is locked alotr wich is against the rules, 14, man it was tough in me but i loved in abox nitthe hous ethey film the fancy exteriors of entourage at,i do like mey haircut and i wish i could stop touching it cos it turns into amullett and i have to use priduct for the irst time in my lifve to make it thick, its the onlything ive ever bitten off dstefani, sinc eshe biut mny japanese thing although justt he super lpovers thing they shoudl be pissed and i find something vaguely racuist about always having these asian girls allaround her littler than her odd, in her vidoes , does anyone get that vibe, wait i dont mean vaguely i mnean racist, its just dine stylis=hyly it sfar diffwrent fromme wanting ajapaese cellist who dresses a certain way, gothic lolita is also a lkofestyle as well ot incor[pates marie antionetter and jayne eyere i sent dame darcys stuff to them and they love her an dshe illuistrated jane eyere and lotsa westwood( iw as finallya bkpe to get two bottle of boudoir sending out to harvey bichols but id idnt pay for one thing clothin g wise wich is amazingor jist thin result, im now 128. from 182 goal bneing 125, and om on tehse bnicrette opatches fuckers, and davidoff cogrettes, cos they are very very lite, i dont want surgery , justin timberlake had it>? anyway giles is takinga flying lesson but i think i found one dress id wear instage its the last dress under giles n net a prter, thoughts? i think hes a genius and dont firget to check out his purse in the magazxine the one with the bnig studs nd the whipping tassle for mulberry, its in white wich they sent but i just git my first oair of white jeans ever, wich only work with abig torn t shirt waistcoat and converse.no socks.
othderwise i think jersey or something, i got turned onto notify jeans by linda evglista last year and have liked them ever since and amy winehouse ws wearingthese acne jeans i jsuts git sent a buch of they are very high wwasited howerver, im still obsessed with todd lynn but giles is winningne over, they are of course furious that lamb rippd off his silk one sleeve white an dbalck stripe silk dres sin tshirt fabric i think he just refused to dress her and so she knocked it off and put it ibn hwr own line, if we get sponsored by designer a we mist alleear designer a- imight be able to stick a camille on linda somewhere if i go out with the HOB band biut she aint waering a chanel suit ir any desinger duds so they hacve to bend a little. anyway fashion smashion its abog oart of my world anf why were palying paris in fact, when one haS tons and tons of covers you knwo they hjve a new record or movie out hell ill even do redbook ( post oprah i guess im not redbook material presently) biut this bnd should be perfect and have the confort and chemistry lindas offer privids but shoukldt it alsio be the band i opainstakingly wentthrough 60 people for? and io havent even helo us auditions i believe in this crew so much but for the mnodel he swears he can do it but hes gonna need serious attention for july 3……and fashionistas cantatke more than a 40 min set, but london should be a 2.5 hour set, la shoudl be 1 30 AN NY SHOUDL BE 145. maybe 2 hours play til one bleeds, go the usual cinamon giel pretty celeb skin and then dirty girls one the one in the doc, and then hppy ending story, and then saamanthan and thena the litte quiet set yall head at HOB, oh on so torn up ihve the noney! whythe fucj not! io ned to hear this ne gusy outc h there sone major thats now rtsist run, and the ceo hs an excellent reputaion, its still14 cents or 20 cents at best in the dollar rather than a pa nd d wich is like i si d85 cents on the dollar, i can afoord glam squad comfotrt for all a list crew indio e promos street team rack jobbers and sur ethere wiulk be KR poeople ( poh by the way i dont know whatthe hell shes doingha cvictory dance she told icann such a bunch of massive klies they siggested i litigate wich m,y layer doesnt much like to do except sometimes nd in this case….well put it this way in litigation that akong with tgetheft and money mad eformn kurt cobain.com and having franbces beancobinb.com and allrthe criminal activty that went ion….its certainky bnot time fo ra victory lap- we wentt oicann not to court =- we need to go to court now, wellsee, cooler head than mine shlloprevail and make the decisions, i her juliet you accundetly gave two tix to a KR troll, how di dthat happen> theyr eallegedly postingallabiut ho wthey tricked you, ifyour a fan of none stay over here ifyour nit go over there i NEVER EVER go over there jiust ignore them let them talka boyut “the spa:” while they can)its amazibng i posted some fucke dup shit when iw as fucked up about the over 20 mil stolen from me, but its alltrue, and the fbi takes up to three years and theyve just supoeinaed the bank for the fourth time= one day they just go out the same day and they take down wberyone, bam boom bam, butt hey gi at asnails pace they are stillvery much pending and my case is very much active)but they bnever xeeem tohve figure d out ewhat i was trying tio say- i hear stoires of how they repeat the tke and theyre just so off an dhow they wish me ull and how thsi record wont sell- christ as couldve gobe at leasdt gold if if have toured duh, iwas too busy in my lioft,freaking out, nywy noone bats a thousan d nimrod, one hot minute, i dunno billys solo record, i could name a bunch of relevant artists who did not sell well AND toured, imagine takking themist eessbetrial part of sellibnga reciord away touring and youve gt no awareness and arent doung ny press nd jann decides nitto give you a cover cos hes just iver you abd hears your doung really badly, nd bamn your fuycked, anyway the wishing me ill upsets me some, on m,y trademarked name, “this record wuillnever sell” stufff, darlin any record willsell if its good and there sebnough support behind it and theres atour ready band reacdy to be in ak four timnes a year and wolverhampton 4times a year and music 4 x a year,and one ha dthe best pr person on the earth, an dthe wisest counselors and best team, wellsee but artisticlly i know i gave it all all i had its so funnyt too its really a fucked up relationship cycle nota poort me rehab record, two songs fall into that category, never go hiungry and letter to god,therest are about boy things really,and doing massive massive disews of cover press.
you tour your ass off and you do tons of press and you go viist allformats of radio your recortd fits at and play your radio shows and have the best band possible and woirk work work, and you sellrecords, this may get the worst reviews i ve ever had, it my get the best but it wont be iun between, nothing is with me it seems thats oart of my karma, anyway ivce posted an dwtsed enough if your tinme can someone be my hero snd get mne the winter rekleasers in the us and aklso looka round my soace someone whose beyyer t ut than me and find a csliiest a japanese one or justa cool looking femme cellist, who sodoesnt paly alot of notes? onl;y ofypur inthe mood n dfelling liuke net surfuing iu hate it.

im not afrauid of what bnyone thinks of me and the fact is i think id hust have far nore power with a porduction and dsirtbution deak with one budget and not a penny more.t worst ani de franco is certainkly not poor aatbest neither i s maddinna and i sell nowehrre near eutrehr if them on verage in called a multi platinum artist, but let me see if this guy will pay me back what i out in i hav eth eguy who rana najor for mny years succesfuylly as oartner who wuill do my pand d for me, as a comnsultancy,and the wek kr people will go “noone willsogn her: just like billy exoplained people said “he must be desprte to call it the smashing pumpkins:” that ine oerson ina thousan the rest dont care whart fucking lavbel itll day ewarners or sony it just will be me doing what i said i was giooona do in 2000……..creaTIBG A new oaradignm
okay its early and bbc news is on gotta go c heck out that gile scress tell me if you like it ijtsage wuth a matching guitar staro and a gold strat.
yourt all so sweet and you have my respect

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